hello everyone... sory i havent been on... for.. like a year. I've been depressed and tired and you know..not that anyone cares... or will read this journal, na... why would someone waste there time on that?

well, its my birthday, not that its importain but all i can think about is how bobbie moved and that last year my best friend was susposed to come back to school on this perticular day and never turned up... she'll never know how much that hurt, i worry about these people to much i know i do otherwise there lack of happyness wouldnt kill me. What did i do to her anyway? It wasnt my fault a bunch of assholes picked on her.. if i was around i would have killed them but what the hell did i do to deserve being ingored for the rest of my life? huh? cuz i'd really like to know what i did becase i did all i fucken could to hkeep her happy and all i get back is hate and i still cant hate back... this is all fucken bullshit life... i hate it i wish i could just crawl in to a hole and be left alone till i die.. but that cant happen.. i need to get up and go to school and let other people do exactly the same thing to me again...... you'd think i knew better....

yea... sorry.. wait what am i apolozing for... actully... to who? no ones going to read this...

Im going to get rid of this accont soon, bet ya dont mind not like theres anything good in it anyway.... just as soon as i figure out i still got all that other shit saved. its been nice knowing u all ur work is beauitful.....

zach tyler